30 Before 30: Frame my Bachelor's and Master's diplomas

I get to mark another thing off of my 30 before 30 list! My wonderful mother bought me three beautiful frames for diplomas. I only have two diplomas to frame, but I am considering framing my GWU Certificate in a nicer frame than it currently has, or potentially pursuing an additional Master's degree while I wait to start law school someday.






And a few photos from commencement day in December:

    


So excited to have completed another milestone in my life! I can't wait to achieve another! 







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